Awakening, Conscious Living, Spirituality

Circle of Life

I need to write today.  So much has happened calling back a flood of memories, unresolved circumstances, and desolation in finding the right path.  I haven’t written in a while as I haven’t had the urge or nudge to do so yet I have spent hours pondering our current world’s plight.  There is an old saying that births and deaths come in 3’s.  I just had my third death, but I don’t think it is stopping at three this time.  As I listened to my music, each song brings back a memory for me.  Yes, I am still playing songs I purchased through apple music on itunes 😊. 

As I ponder life and death today, my cousin just died, and my niece is being induced with her first child.  The circle of life in all its glory on display for my family.  It is not the first time for years ago a nephew was born at the same time as my grandmother’s death.  God giveth and God taketh away but the spirit lives on.  I believe this with my whole heart.  The creation of life is a miracle as well as each live birth for childbirth can still be dangerous and for some fatal as I know someone whose cousin recently died after giving birth.  Death is coming for us all one day regardless of age, race, and status of our health.   I see death as the release of the spirit/soul from the body to rejoin with our creator.  It is a time of celebration for that soul albeit a time of morning for those loved ones left behind.

One song today that brought the memories flooding back to me was One Hell of an Amen by Brantley Gilbert.  The lyrics in this song are for my dear friend and co-worker, Tony Funk.  Tony oversaw facilities and maintenance for our parish campus, and I was the office administrator for the parish.  It was a very difficult time for us at the parish in late 2015 and early 2016.  Our boss, the monsignor was very ill with diabetic complications being in and out of the hospital on several occasions.  Being a priest, he had no direct family to care for him and his closest relative, his sister, was two hours away.  I was the one to be at the hospital every day he was admitted as well as in the office to keep things running.  His diabetic condition worsened to the point where his foot up to his knee had to be amputated to keep the infection from taking over his body.  He had vascular complications on top of it all.  At one critical point the infection had reached his blood causing a septic infection to take over his body.  I was the one to press the hospital staff that something was terribly wrong, and they were not paying attention.  I urged his sister to make the trip down as something was seriously wrong.  The hospital staff was not listening, and I needed her their as family to insist on action.  Together we were able to convince the hospitalist that they were missing something as he was declining fast.  It was a blessing that one of the parishioners was a nurse in the lab at the hospital and she mentioned the infection had reached his blood.  The hospitalist was surprised to hear this as he was not aware of it.  That was the darkest day as it was up to our dear monsignor to fight the infection now that the hospital was treating it correctly, but much time had passed, and a sceptic infection can be deadly.  It was time to get down on our knees and pray.  I went back to the office to send out a parish wide email that prayers were needed for monsignor was gravely ill.

During this time, Tony comes down with what he thought was the flu or something as he didn’t feel well and just couldn’t shake it.  Tony was one of the healthiest people I knew.  He made sure to get in his 10,000 steps every day.  He ate only health food. He was the kindest man I have ever met.  I never heard him say one bad word against another.  He never missed a day of work unless he was seriously sick.  Tony called in sick as he just couldn’t shake whatever it was he had.

Monsignor responded to the IV antibiotics and was on the road to recovery although he still had the other critical medical issues to deal with.  He moved from the hospital to rehab for his leg as well as regular hyperbaric oxygen chamber treatments for healing.  Around this time, Tony is still not feeling better, and the doctor decides to admit him to the hospital for tests.  After a week of tests, the doctors thought they had a diagnosis, but it was so rare they were not sure.  Tony never made it out of the hospital.  A week later he died in the hospital before they could begin what they hoped were treatments.  I never made it to the hospital to see Tony. To this day that haunts me.  I was so busy caring for monsignor that I had my assistant go to the hospital to check on Tony.  By the grace of God, we had two priests at our parish so while monsignor was in the hospital the other priest could be present for Tony in the hospital.  My assistant phoned me to tell me it was not looking good for Tony. He had the look of death.  If you have not been around many dying people, you might not know what that means however if you have then you know exactly what that means.  I heard the song “Hell of an Amen” on my way home that night and cried.  I sent a card for Tony that I had hoped my assistant or his wife could read to him with the words “if I don’t see you again my friend, then it is one hell of an amen.”  I planned to get to his hospital room after leaving monsignor’s hospital room that day then received the call that Tony had passed.  I was shaken.  Who would have thought that healthy Tony would die two weeks after entering the hospital while I had been in and out of the hospital with monsignor for months!

What could I have done differently?  What could I have done better?  Why does God always take the good ones early?  Tony’s spirit had passed over to the other side.  I asked his sprit for forgiveness for not making it there in time.  I was so sorry I had thought monsignor was more critical, so I needed to stay with him versus being at the hospital with Tony.  The circle of life.  So many lessons.

During difficult times, I love this song, Strong Enough by Matthew West. I have played it often to see me through my darkest times. The words are a balm to my soul.

For my cousin, Tina, Blest Are They Blest are you dear cousin for you shall see the face of God!

My cousin dying is another of the only the good die young ones.  She went into the hospital a couple of weeks ago with Covid and passed yesterday.  I know she is in a better place.  Her spirit is free to soar now no longer trapped in the physical vessel we call the human body.  Why some recover and some die we do not know for only God knows for thy will be done for the highest good of all.  On eagle’s wings, Tina, may you fly to God for now you can see all of life’s weavings …

LIFE’S WEAVING

[Author Uknown]

My life is but a weaving

between my God and me;

I may not choose the colors,

He knows what they should be;

For He can view the pattern

Upon the upper side,

While I can see it only

On this, the under side.

Sometimes He weaveth sorrow,

Which seemeth strange to me;

But I will trust His judgment;

And work on faithfully;

‘Tis he who fills the shuttle,

He knows just what is best;

So I shall weave in earnest

And leave with Him the rest.

At last, when life is ended,

With Him I shall abide,

Then I may view the pattern

Upon the upper side;

Then I shall know the reason

Why pain with joy entwined,

Was woven in the fabric

Of life that God designed.

May we all remember our loved ones who have passed on with hearts full of love and memories that bring smiles to our faces as we celebrate their reunion with the Creator, our Lord!  May we welcome our new loved ones (as I receive the message my niece is in full labor now) with joy in our hearts, hope and dreams for their future as we celebrate the children of God they are!  May we continue our journey, our soul’s path in this lifetime to learn the lessons we are to learn in our own circle of life!  May God continue to bless us, keep us, guide us, and lead us. Amen!

Meditation and prayer are the tonic for these unprecedented times!  Please take time to spend in quiet solitude to commune with the Holy Spirit.  Ask for what you seek.  Ask for discernment. Give thanks. Keep your heart pure in light, in love, and in service to all. Namaste.

A little FYI that not many know … the funeral mass in Catholicism is celebrated with white vestments and cloths to symbolize the joyful event of the soul leaving the body to be reunited with Christ. 

Awakening, Collective Consciousness, Conscious Living, Spirituality, Vibrational Living

The Knowing Awakens

There is something from within me that is calling.  Things outside of me are not making sense.  Yet, from within me this feeling of knowing is calling me to look, to listen, to reevaluate, to think anew, to see the truth of me and of the world.  This knowing is coming from inside me as a growing feeling which becomes stronger and stronger the more I follow it.  Somehow from within, I know certain things are true.  I feel a resonance throughout my being of truth.  I feel a connection to that truth, almost like a coming home sensation.

As I step out with my new knowing I seem to find more truths that resonate from within me.  I come across more people who also seem to resonate with these same truths.  Like minds are connecting across the globe.  This knowing that comes from inside is waking people around the world to see with new eyes.  I find I want to share my truth and join as one collective rising as awakened divine beings standing in our truth, our knowing of all that we are and always were.  As I continue this path, the challenge is to be in it but not of it.  The challenge is to rise above the chaos while also contributing to the awakening for the highest good of all.

I have found a soul tribe of like minds on alternative social media platforms which allow independent thought, critical thinking, discernments of all types, and is a collective of all genders, races, cultures, and countries.  These soul tribes believe in being free and sovereign as divine children of God Source.  They talk of truths, spirituality, ascension, and the great awakening as a given in these circles.  The energy on these sites is high vibrational with everyone being open, respectful, and encouraging to one another.  Most of my family and friends are still on Facebook.  Again, my knowing kicks in and I know I have outgrown Facebook (FB).  The vibration is so low there with no open thought allowed or respected.  FB has become a playground with rules where you get to play provided you follow their rules.  FB has become a one-way relationship – do as I say – much like the rest of our society it seems.  They will mine your data and take your privacy while you share your photos to show others how good your life is going.  It is a service to self structure now that I think about it which is probably why I feel such low vibrations when I am on the platform. 

This knowing has awakened me to more – more of what life can be – not for just me but for all of us on planet earth.  I see the structures of our world in a new way now.  I see the possibilities for new earth.  Not a planetary take over by a one world government as the world economic forum has planned through its great reset but rather a coalition of local councils which all work for the greater good of all not just the elite in society.  When a public servant becomes a millionaire by serving the public you know we have problems!!  The truth of all the corruption must be acknowledged before a more sustainable, equitable, and honest system can be implemented.  This means looking at the truths, accepting the truths, accepting our parts or roles in allowing such atrocities to flourish against our fellow humans as well as ourselves.  I wonder how could we have been so blinded, then I remember to be gentle and loving with myself and others as we awaken to truths that were hidden by evil design coming to the light by divine design.

There are many truthers in the world today.  Not everyone is ready for the truth of our world.  Each of us are on our own path to the truth.  For some it will come sooner while for others it will come later.  As our voice transmits truth it can raise the vibration of those that hear it.  For truth is for the highest good of everyone.  Truth is not an opinion or a belief.  Truth is the actual state of the matter.  Humans breathe in oxygen and breathe our carbon dioxide.  Plants breathe in carbon dioxide and breathe out oxygen.  This is truth.  This is also divine design showcasing how everything in our world interacts organically as created by God. As you hear new truths, take time to sit with them using your heart and your mind which is discernment. See if the truth resonates with you, feel into it, give it time (days) to see how it unfolds for you. There is no need to make conclusions right away. Pay attention for any signs or synchronicities in your life regarding the matter for this is how spirit most often communicates to us in the physical world. Be open to a change of thinking.

The great awakening is humanity seeing and accepting the truth of our world and how we have been living, what we have been believing, what societal conditioning we accepted which disempowered us through our own actions and beliefs.  The great awakening is also the realization we are more than we believed for we are divine light beings; we are children of God Source made in and of His image.  We do have God given power within us.  We are meant to be co-creators with God throughout our lives here on earth.  We can and do manifest our reality be it positive or negative by our own thoughts, words, and actions because we are co-creators. We have the gift of the divine to co-create and reduce our struggle.  It is up to each of us to choose to use it.  There is no reason to struggle in life for by our own divine design we can choose differently.  (Check out the post Will You Answer Prayer in Me)

When we accept these truths, our frequency and our consciousness raise higher.  Each person’s thoughts, choices, actions, and frequency affect the earth collective, like a drop of water on the lake ripples out across the lake.  Each person’s frequency and vibration ripples out to all for we are ultimately all connected as one in higher consciousness.  We can literally create a better world by our own thoughts, choices, and actions in every now moment because of the frequency and vibration created.  Consequently, we each need to play our part in shifting the field of consciousness for the collective. 

Whenever two or more are gathered in my name, I will be with you the Lord proclaims.  I remember that song verse from my childhood and it has always stayed with me.  It is a truth for when we come together in groups, we greatly increase the frequency, vibration, and power to manifest as co-creators.  Some ways to do this are through group meditations, prayer groups, and online groups.  I have connected with groups through social media as well.  Meditation is an excellent tool for connecting through your consciousness to raise your vibration and frequency.  Meditation is a practice for the more you do it the easier it becomes as well as the more benefit you receive.

Positive thoughts are always stronger vibrationally than negative thoughts.  We must learn to control our mind thoughts and emotions to stay in higher vibrations and frequency.  Do not focus on fear or bad things because you are then subconsciously manifesting these outcomes!  If you find yourself doing this, stop, take control, and choose a different thought – a higher thought.  Consciously create every moment of every day.  Awaken to the beautiful life we can all live here on earth once we knowingly become the co-creators we actually are and always have been.

Do you feel a knowing coming from within?  Do you take time to honor this nudging from spirit?  Have you spent time in discernment to learn or understand what this knowing is teaching you or telling you?  Have you tried asking your angels and guides for assistance in discerning truth?

Relax some place quiet for 10 minutes.  Here is an example of how you can begin and then just be one with yourself focusing on your breathing and being open to receive:

I call upon Archangel Michael and Archangel Metatron to connect with me now.

I ask for divine guidance to open me to the wisdom of our universe.

I ask to grow in knowing as I awaken to all that I AM.

Thank you for connecting with me now, for so it is.

Awakening, Conscious Living, Vibrational Living

Discernment is Key to a Good Life

Discernment is needed more than ever right now.  Discernment is more than consideration.  It is more than analysis or contemplation.  Discernment is comprised of three distinct parts that when used together provide an answer that will resonate in your soul.  Here are the three distinct parts to discernment:

  1. Look at the issue at hand objectively from all angles.  This first step requires critical thinking.  This is an action you take to research the facts maybe even do a little cost/benefit analysis.
  2. Talk the issue over with God.  This step cannot be skipped.  If prayer is new to you, it is easy to start with Dear God then continue like you were talking to a friend.  Just like any conversation be willing to listen to any responses that come.  Actual discernment includes the spiritual so this step cannot be skipped.
  3. Check in with your feelings.  Feelings are our intuitive spiritual guidance.  How do you feel when you think about the issue?  What feelings arise in your body when considering all sides of the situation?  Which option or aspect brings you more peace or makes you feel more at ease?  Take the time to feel into the issue, then believe your gut feeling.

This process may take some time so have patience until the answer comes clearly to you for it will if you follow all three steps.  Discernment is the process to arrive at a true answer for you which resonates in your mind, body, and soul.  I learned what true discernment was during my eight years in church management working other enlightened souls.

There is so much going on in the world today with so little discernment of the effects on people or on society as a whole.  I rarely turn the news on the television these days for it is always the same two topics which I have had enough of both:  politics and COVID-19.  I have spent much time in discernment on both and am at peace with my positions.  Currently, the issue most affecting me today is the COVID-19 pandemic.  A virus that is treatable.  Much has been learned since its initial outbreak.  Yes, there is a chance you could die from it just like there is a chance you could die every time you get behind the wheel to drive. 

I have not had it.  I know many who have not had it.  I know many who have had it.  I only know one distant connection that died from it, but it was not the only morbidity symptom for that person.  I believe in being cautious just like I am in my driving.  I do not take the flu vaccine and I cannot remember the last time I had the flu.  However, during flu season I am super over cautious.  I wash my hands several times a day.  I do not put my hands near my mouth, nose, or eyes.  I do not partake in samples at the grocery.  I am extremely cautious because I do not want to get the flu. Since COVID-19, I have noticed that most cleaners have been in short supply in the groceries…. My deduction is apparently, most people were not cautious about cleanliness.  I would rather not take a flu shot and be cautious in my actions. Others would rather place their faith in the flu shot and not be as cautious.  To each their own. 

I am tired of the masks.  What is their purpose?  It has been proven time and time again that is does not completely prevent the infection.  The experts have flipped flopped on masks for over a year.  The latest “expert” guidance is two masks – really?  Now we are in the dead of winter, do you still see your breath outside in that mask?  Yes, because breath is air.  It cannot be contained; and it is unhealthy for us since without air we die.  The human body requires air to breathe.  In fact, in the American Medical Association Journal, the first step for anyone infected with Covid-19 is FRESH AIR!  (In the American Medical Journal they refer to this as “Reduction of Self-Reinoculation”)

I do not plan to take the COVID-19 vaccine for the same reasons I do not take the flu vaccine.  I am more an organic girl than an inorganic girl.  I only go to the doctor if I am sick and cannot get better on my own with natural remedies.  I know many people who go to the doctor all the time.  For some, this is what they feel they must do in life, to talk about in life, or to live for …. And that is okay for them.  To each their own. 

I take responsibility for my health.  More importantly, I accept responsibility for my health for so many do not accept responsibility for their health.  They are the victims in their lives.  We create our reality.  You can be the victor or the victim in your life story … it is up to you.

One day I am going to die.  One day you are going to die.  Everyone is going to die one day.  We are mortal human beings.  No one knows for sure what they will die from or when.  Even the terminally ill cannot make that call for while their diagnosis could end in death, they might die in a car crash or have a heart attack before their diagnosis death.  Instead of being afraid of death, a known event, I propose we embrace life while we are alive to enjoy it.

Stop the masks.  Stop the shutdowns.  Stop the fear mongering.  Open the schools, businesses, and churches.  Live and enjoy life here on earth while we are here and alive to enjoy it.  The shutdowns, masks, and restrictions are detrimental to life itself.  Many are dealing with struggles, abuse, addition, depression, loneliness, and suicide as this supposed pandemic drags on with no end in sight.  Even after being vaccinated against COVID-19, we are told to wear masks along with continuing all the restrictions for what purpose?

When is enough, enough?  When are people going wake up to the fear mongering being used as societal conditioning?  When are people going to wake up to the money being made by big pharmaceutical companies, their investors and hospital systems?  (Of which Fauci and the CDC are pharmaceutical investors.)

I am tired of hearing follow the science because if you really follow the science you will find this is not a deadly pandemic by definition, this is not a deadly virus by definition, the vaccine is not a vaccine by definition, and the restrictions being enforced have no concrete scientific backing.  Use discernment!!!

Discernment is going to be key to navigating these chaotic times with peace instead of worry.  Worrying is praying for that which you do not want.  Where your attention goes so does your energy which creates your reality.  Remain in peace focused on your desired outcome.  I believe that is one of the reasons COVID-19 has not particularly played a role in my life because I am not fearful of it and I do not focus on it.

Turn off the TV, turn on your brain.  Turn off the phone, turn on your brain.  Turn off the video games, turn on your brain.  Go within for there the answers can be found.

Be divergent.  Be the sovereign being you are. 

Discern what is your truth.  Stand in your truth.  Allow others to stand in their truth for each is on their own personal journey in this life.

Here is a great channeled post for being at peace with each on their own journey – click here.

Here are links for alternate news outside of mainstream media, please see below.  These are just a sampling of all the alternative news options when in step 1 of discernment.  There are plenty more out on the internet to find. I find many through blogs, whistleblowers and through telegram channels.  Truth will always find its way into the light…

https://www.thelibertybeacon.com/the-covid-hoax-the-best-explanation-yet/

http://viableopposition.blogspot.com/2021/02/european-adverse-events-and-deaths.html?m=1

Mission statement from America’s Front Line Doctors

https://worlddoctorsalliance.com/

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New Year, New Dreams, New Blessings, New You!

New Year’s Day has always been a favorite of mine.  It is a day I always take to contemplate the year that passed as well as the new year to begin.  It is the day I renew my life with new hopes, dreams, and goals for the year ahead full of potential.  Although, while truly each new day is a new beginning, there is something about the new year ahead that fills me with energy, anticipation, and excitement.  It is a marker of time that is tangible for me.

Today, as I sit here writing, freezing rain is falling outside coating the limbs and branches of all the trees and bushes.  I see limbs breaking away from the weight of the ice as they crash to the ground, broken, symbolizing for me the pieces of our lives that break away because they no longer serve us in our growth going forward.  It is a fact of life that we must let go of the old to allow room for the new to emerge sometimes.  I love this quote by Najwa Zebian:

These mountains that you are carrying, you were only supposed to climb

So many of us carry a lifetime of baggage that was never meant to be carried for a lifetime but rather a lesson to be learned at the time and then released.  If this sounds familiar to you, then I encourage you to take today to review and release all that is weighing you down.  We are coming into the golden age with our bodies absorbing new light as we transform into the true divine light beings that we are.  If you have baggage weighing you down, your body’s density will be too heavy to allow the light to be absorbed.  You can do this by intention and with the assistance of Archangel Michael.  Ask Archangel Michael to cut the cords of the events, traumas, and/or relationships in your life which are no longer serving you and release them into the light for transmutation.  I like to visualize Archangel Michael with his sword going all around me pulling and cutting the cords which need to be released for my highest good and highest truth to be revealed.  Breathe in thanksgiving and breathe out in a full release of letting go.  Repeat this process as many times as needed until you feel lighter and brighter in your body.

The year 2021 is to be the year of Truth and Freedom filled with divine feminine energy.  While the year 2020 was the year for us to go within ourselves to seek truth, the year 2021 we will seek truth outside of ourselves.  Words to remember through this year are balance and temperance as we discover new truths about ourselves and our world.  We are all one and this truth will also be revealed more clearly for all to see, accept, and understand.  During anytime of doubt, return to your heart center to reconnect with divine source, your higher self, with God.  Do not be afraid to be true to yourself, your inner knowing.  At any time, you can ask for guidance or confirmation from your team of angles and guides who will happily assist.  Again, you must ask due to the divine law of free will which rules upon our planet.

Speaking of free will, I heard the most enlightening comment on Free Will and Destiny from Magenta Pixie.  Many ask how can both Destiny and Free Will be at play in our world at the same time.  Her response was they are for Destiny is that which you chose before your incarnation upon earth while Free Will is that which you have chosen once you are here since you have the Free Will to chose differently than that which was planned.  That is powerful, think about that for a while …

Since we forget our purpose or mission upon incarnation with the journey of life to help us remember our purpose or mission, I am thinking how many times did my choice take me off my path?  Maybe I would already be there by now but in listening to Abraham Hicks I would not have been able to enjoy the journey along with its lessons.  My impatience to already be there is as it should be, so they say for all is unfolding in divine timing. 

Once we begin to look around outside of ourselves for truth, it starts to show up everywhere.  It always amazes me how spirit answers in such varied ways such as in novels, movies, series, conversations, and of course the internet has brought a barrage of information for those who seek such.  Here are some creative ways to gain further insight into our world while you may be stuck at home:

Movie:  A Wrinkle in Time – Disney film based on Madeleine L’Engle’s 1962 novel of the same name.  Insights into the time-space continuum; light versus dark; innate power within ourselves.

Movie: What Dreams May Come – based on novel of the same name by Richard Matheson starring Robin Williams.  Insights into life after death, how what we perceive/believe is how we experience death, incarnation and choice.

Movie:  The Adjustment Bureau – based on the 1954 Philip K. Dick short story “Adjustment Team”.  Insights into how our fate (destiny) changes based on our choices (free will).

Movie:  Divergent – based on the 2011 novel of the same name by Veronica Roth.  I read the trilogy.  If you like to read movies rather than watch, this was an excellent read.  Insights: population control for the common good.

Movie:  The Shack – based on the 2007 novel of the same name by William P. Young.  Insights into life lessons, life after death, spirit in our lives, the physical and non-physical.

Movie:  Frozen II – Screenplay that gives insight to the truth must be learned to be able to be free; light versus dark, spirit guides.

There are many more out there to explore as well.  Universal spirit is always speaking to us.  When we begin to notice, spirit shows up to guide us further on our path.  Look, for all around you are signs from the divine.  You might notice it in a song, a movie, a book, a picture, or a conversation with a friend.  We need to see the light and the dark, as shown in many of these movies, for once we know the truth then we can decide which path we want to follow.  If you have a book, movie, or series that opened your eyes in some way, please share in the comments below.  Or maybe a spiritual teacher that resonates with your soul, please share.

For 2021, as I pursue my path to truth and freedom, I am open to all that crosses my path as a learning opportunity.  I plan to continue my study of the tarot, a spiritual divination tool to communicate with my guides for my highest good and highest truth.  I am also learning oracle cards.  I plan to also delve deeper into astrology as it seems tied into several aspects of our lives, our planet, as well as understanding the tarot.  Another area I would like to focus this year is on the health of my body, the chakra system, and cleaning up my diet.

What doors are you planning to open in 2021?

Collective Consciousness, Conscious Living, Spirituality, Vibrational Living

To My Own Self Be True

In today’s world of political correctness, censorship, cancel culture, and critical theory, I have decided it is more important than ever to be true to myself.  It is important to stop listening to the outside world and to begin listening to our inner self otherwise known as our soul.  We each have an inner knowing, an inner guidance system, our God given inner voice, our intuition, that will steer us in the divine right direction… if we but only listen.  Our egos are loud and demanding.  Our inner guidance is quiet giving us nudges.  I cover the ego more in the post Return to the Awareness of All that You Are.

I have been told since I am a white female that I am systemically racist.  However, that is not my truth and I reject that premise.  Systemic is defined as relating to or noting a policy, practice, or set of beliefs that has been established as normative or customary throughout a political, social, or economic system.  Racist is defined as the doctrine that one’s own racial group is superior or that a particular racial group is inferior to the others.  I do not believe any race is superior to any other race.  I do not belief any group of people are superior to any other group of people regardless of if you have a royal highness in your name or wear a white priest collar on your neck.  I am created in and of God’s own image.  We are each created in and of God’s own image.  We are divine sovereign beings in our own right.  No political, social, or economic system can take our divine sovereignty away from us.  That is not to say it has not been tried throughout history to people of different color, religion, sexual orientation, sex, age, and the list goes on.  These individuals operate from a “service to self” premise that is directly fed from their ego.  For those of us on the spiritual path, the constant challenge is to rise above the ego’s directive to seduce us into submission of a false sense of self.

As I go through my life, I do not stop to consider someone’s race before I open the door for them. I open the door for another out of kindness and care for my fellow human.  Systemic racism is a false premise that has been thrust upon us by those who justify their means because of the end result.  I remember in my college ethics course discussing this in length:  Does the end justify the means OR do the means justify the end? Everyone in the class participated in this debate since there are so many ways to look the question.  Ultimately, the question is does the consequence justify the action.  Many believe the action is justified to obtain the desired result; however, they fail to recognize everyone’s free will along with their God given inalienable rights by the creator.  When someone is censored because their beliefs do not align with the end result that is suppression.  Attacking someone to pressure them into agreement is not only unlawful in our country but directly goes against the universal law of free will.  Yet, insults, fear, and violence are being used consistently in our world today to silence any opposition while forcing acceptance.

Is this type of behavior love in action?  Does this treatment of our fellow man/woman honor them?  Is it okay to put others down to lift others up?  If our actions do not bear the fruits of compassion, understanding, acceptance and love, then they are not divinely inspired actions.

Fact checkers have become a given in our current times – yet, what is a fact?  What is truth?  Unless an individual is present as an eye witness their testimony in court is considered an opinion or hearsay.  Basically, opinion narratives have taken over “news” in this country.  The true facts are not known unless there is an eyewitness willing to put his/her name on the story.  Any “sources” other than a person’s name is just that hearsay, opinion, not fact.  The so-called fact checkers are being paid by sources who want their opinion narrative validated – that does not make it a true fact.  Consequently, false narratives abound in our society today.

Divine truth cannot and will not come from a false premise. Ever.

How do we separate the divine truth from the false prophets?  I believe we must go back to our inner knowing.  It is that gut instinct we all have that sometimes gives us a sick feeling that we know the truth even when we do not want to face the truth.  The more time and practice we spend with our inner knowing the stronger our relationship with our divine guidance system becomes.  We begin to care more about our own truth and less about other’s truth.  When I am true to my own self, I care less about what others may say or believe about me.  It reminds me of a light that burns brighter and stronger from within me.  This light fills me up to bursting so that I want to share it with others around me.  We are each here to walk our own path, to shine our own light.  We can only do this if we stay true to ourselves. 

I believe when we stay true to ourselves then we come to know, love, and serve one another as divinely designed by our creator.  Dr. Martin Luther King always led by example by leading with love for one another.  He knew we could not achieve the end result of loving one another through violent means.  Those two actions are simply not compatible – not then, not now, not ever.  As hard as it is at times, we must love each other into acceptance. 

Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.’ The second is this: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’  There is no commandment greater than these.”  ~ Mark 12:30-31

For humanity to move into 5D consciousness, we must love one another enough to allow each to walk his/her path to truth.  “Do no harm” comes to mind as I think about our ascension.  I choose to believe each is acting on what they believe is best for our world.  Whether they fall on the side of right or wrong, it is not for us to judge.  We can show others the path to the light by being loving living examples of divine unity ourselves.  When people know better, they do better.  Let us be united in love to show others better!

In December 2020, we will all be experiencing a shift in consciousness as we examine our own divine truths.  This month we have the 12:12 gateway, the solar eclipse on the 14th, and the solstice on the 21st.  From 12/12/2020 through 12/21/2020, we are at a powerful choice point for ourselves.  We can choose paradise on new earth as we co-create with God our lives as I discussed in Will You Answer Prayer in Me and Me in You?  If you are interested in more information about the astrological events taking place this month which have not happened in centuries check out the Sagittarius Solar Eclipse by Tania Gabrielle.

Remember, to have patience with yourself and with others as we all gain deeper understanding about ourselves and our world.  Remember to stay present, to observe, to go within, to be open to what may come your way.  Most importantly, let us remember to show love in action by caring for one another during this special magical time of year!

Awakening, Collective Consciousness, Conscious Living, Spirituality

The Light at the End of the Tunnel

Through a recent conversation with a friend, I realized for many, this time could be difficult not just with the stress of the virus or the world but also looking within ourselves.  Working on myself is a path I deliberately committed to back in 2016. I was driven to find my purpose in life, to explore my spiritual callings, and to actualize my potential.  I have been on this path for four years learning and exploring my inner self, my outer self, my higher self.  For many, this is not a personal passion or even a comfortable subject to discuss.  Some have been there before but are now distant.  Some are working on it.  Others do not even want to discuss it.

I believe, as many others do, this time is a divine purposeful gift to all of humanity.  The year 2020 is literally written in the stars or astrology that is 😊.  This is the year for humanity to begin to awaken if they have not. Thus, the forced journey inward during this chaotic year with most of it being spent at home … for everyone.  For many this means shadow work and possibly facing their dark night of the soul on top of whatever else each is facing in their life at this time.

I feel I went through my dark night of the soul between 2009 to 2014.  During that time, several things came crashing down on me.  Pretty much every area of my life bottomed out:  home life, married life, work life, family life, financial life.  Most of those days it was a struggle to get out of bed, take care of the kids, and try to keep it together.  At the time I worked as a church administrator, so I renewed my faith in church and clung to the scriptures getting me through the difficult times.  I was not comfortable sharing my struggles with family or friends, so it was also a very lonely time for me with me wondering many times should I go on.  My two boys were the reason I kept getting up in the morning. 

I made it through those dark times with help.  I renewed my prayer life and started actively reading the daily scriptures.  I broke down in my doctor’s office leading her to give me the name of a good therapist and putting me on Prozac to help me with the stress of processing my life.  I took the Prozac and called the therapist.  With time, prayer, and my therapist, I was able to begin putting my life back together.  By 2015, I was able to stop the Prozac along with my therapist.  The smartest thing I did was get myself some help.  We all need help sometimes.  We are human.  It is okay to ask for help in your life.

Through my dark night of the soul I felt like I was being finely tempered like a metal blade in the fire.  I learned firsthand about temperance, judgement, patience, and prudence in my life.  I am very conscious of my choices and decisions in my life now.  I am very cautious about the things I might wish for because I learned firsthand the grass is not always greener and you might just get what you wished for along with all of its trappings.  I have a broader perspective on life now.  I have learned not to let what is happening in the “now” define me.  Five years of despair in a life of eighty plus years is not much at all when you think about it.  I am who I am today because of all I went through and for that I am eternally grateful.

When I think about this time in my life, I think of the song Gracefully Broken by Matt Redman.  It is beautiful and a great reminder that we are all human and all broken. 

Fast forward to 2020, four years of intentionally living as co-creator of my life I am happier than ever.  My life has truly transformed because I learned to understand the me – we relationship with spirit or divine source.  I learned to love myself.  I learned to talk to my inner child.  I am intentionally co-creating with my higher self.  However, these transformations did not just come to me.  I had to do the work, the education, and the practice.  As I have said before, if only our education system was designed to truly teach us about our humanness, the physical world, and the non-physical world, we would be so much farther ahead in our lives.  Maybe one day I can make a difference in this area.  I would love to create a “life” class for all four years of high school. 

While we are here in physical form in a physical reality, we are still directly connected to the non-physical realm.  Our task is to remember this and to learn to partner with the non-physical to live a fully actualized human experience.  We each have a soul, an inner knowing, a higher self that is a part of our being.  We each have an angel team and spirit guides assigned to assist us through this human life.  These are all available for us – if we but merely only ask for their assistance.  Remember, you are love, you are light, you are spirit incarnate!

As we move into the winter here in the states, I am noticing the seasons much more since moving to the country.  Each season has its purpose.  Fall is winding down here. The fields are brown, raked clean from the harvest.  The days are getting shorter with more darkness than light now.  Winter is coming.  Winter is the time for rest, renewal, rejuvenation, and hibernation.  Mother nature is purposeful in it being cold and dark for us to retreat inside. As winter, comes to a close, the days will get longer with more light as we come out to begin anew.  We plant in the spring our new life.  The tractors roll in the fields planting the corn.  Next comes Summer when the corn grows fast and tall, strong, and plentiful.  We enjoy the long days of light playing in the sunshine.  Soon enough Fall will come back around for us to harvest the seeds we planted in the spring, to take stock of our bounty, and to prepare for our winter’s retreat.

This yearly cycle of the seasons closely resembles our cycles through life.  During the dark times, remember to look for the blessing in any burden.  Give thanks throughout all of life, not for just the joyous occasions.  Give thanks for the often overlooked but gifts none the less such as clean water, hot water, blooming flowers, buzzing bees, and a child’s laughter.  When I wake up now, I give thanks for the beautiful new day, my bed, my blankets, and I keep looking around and giving thanks for all I see.  It really will set the tone for the day – a miraculous day!

So, if you have not already, I encourage you to do the work to go within, to reconnect with your spirit.  Now is the time.  Now is the gift.  As you stay at home and hibernate through the winter, take the time to renew your spirit.  No one can do it for you.  Each of us must walk our own path to find our own truth in our own time.  You will find greater happiness along the way.  When we live with purpose, we become fulfilled, in essence, our cup over floweth to shine our light for others.  My journey is chronicled in this blog to share with others in the hopes we all return to the awareness of all that we are – one with each other, one in divine source, God.

Another wonderful song for us to end on: You Are Love by Laura Story.

Awakening, Collective Consciousness, Conscious Living, Spirituality, Vibrational Living

Federation of Light through Blossom Goodchild, Nov. 15, 2020 — Golden Age of Gaia

Federation of Light through Blossom Goodchild, Nov. 15, 2020 — Golden Age of Gaia

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